i'll meet the ones between us and be thinking about you. thoughts inspired by a cocktail of xanax, wine and weed. i know this joke through a woody allen film: sex is always between 6. the couplers (2), their parents (4)= 6. but the joke comments intelligibly on what I like to call "the everyday coitus." what's between you and a conjugal I........ is a series of Others. Others? For example: your father, the lessons he may have ingrained in your psyche. These lessons (superegoic commands) fill you with turmoil. Your mother, the ego ideal you keep for every partner you'll ever have had.

Fuck, I'm almost out of my wine. Thankfully we keep a cupboard of sedatives. Sometines I don't hear.